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Wednesday, August 31, 2005

hmm. why am i so silly? really. like damn damn silly la. and it's so sickening. really HATE myself sometimes. the shit i get into sometimes just makes me wana slap myself. i really hate myself for falling in and out SO FAST! omg! sighh. have i change at all huh?

sigh. i guess it's true that somehow last time i always had a thing. just a good feeling i supposed. but yest being in that position was worse than being in a shit hole. i just felt so sad. which is damn silly and stupid of me. bleah. until the extent of me wanting to cry?! like WTH!! *slaps myself BIG TIME* stupid me stupid stupid sophia.

but feeling alot better now. after thinking and cooling down for abit, i think i know what to do. just going to embrace whatever comes. :) and really friends it is. there's really no harm having another extra friend. and thing is i really do enjoy the company. so? :D ladidarrr. hehehe. :P at least there's one thing abt me that i like. and that is being happy. :)

oh and sigh i feel damn bad abt whatever happened to andrew. andrew i'm so sorry. i know you say it's not my fault. but i just feel a little responsible. just blame it on me giving you bad luck. SIGH. :( so how now brown cow? really no chance at all? :(

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Love like you will never get hurt.
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